Friends

Friends.Why do we need them.More importantly,why do i need them?
(Something to remember 4 me):Every relationship u have had u have fucked it up.So why do u or why should u make others angry by becoming their friend if u only screw it up?

Living without friends for u would seem like shit but do u deserve friends?Using ur logic,since others get angry if they r with me then if they are not their lives would b better off.It would screw up ur life but should others care?Should u just kill ur self 2 save others from urself?

EG:Benjamin W.could have been ur fren,but u fuxed it up.Now both of u fite it to a stalemate.If u killed urself u would obviously make others happier.But u would make ur family sad and u may go to hell.

Therefore u shld be a pariah.Others will hate u,u will b alone and no one important gets hurt.(Gd idea)